i wondered to myself today.. -case 1- if that day u care for me a little bit more if u didnt badmouth me if u didnt ps me if u jus let me a little perphas things will never end up like wad it is now i dun say i'm totally wrong nor totally rite but i tink it'll take 2 hands to clap -case 2- if u didnt accuse me of nothing perphas we'll be closer now like how we r in maple always together but u didnt noe and blame me for nothing at first ve feelings yet u destroy them all jus wif ur words we wont ever be the same as wad we used to be anymore jus purely frens now and in future good luck for ur interview today =) -case 3- how i wished u would know how much i <3> but u didnt and maybe dun even care u jus wan good grades and leave here u didnt care abt those who care or <3 style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">u r jus selfishless thinking of urself but i dunnoe y i'd fell so deeply in <3 and even believe ur promise do u mean it? or even intend to keep them? if u dun, y promise at first? i'm sooo confused but so much things happening abt tis few days yet i've absolutely have no one to talk to except jie but she's too busy wif her stuffs btw meishi, amy and angela cant bring myself to "torture" her wif my prob i used to think and believe i'm happy, contented wif my beloved ones yet one by one, they left me alone in tis world to solve my prob myself how can they ever be so heartless? maybe they jus refused to care or dun even bothered for someone like me the attitude prob person maybe tt's the reason :( *sighs i'm sorry i cant be perfect